等待...未來是否會真的如我所願呢

2010-01-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, this thought really come into my mind. Is the current situation what i really wanted???? Or is it just becoz i been following the "Its suppose to be like that" mentality since i study HR, i should go for HR job.

Actually this had been bothering me since last time back even when i am in SIM or even back in poly. It seem like i am quite lost and donno wat i really wan. I'm not saying that my current job is nt good. But i just wondering will this be wat i actually deep in my heart really wan? Hmm i also donno.

Many a times, i was thinking also hmm wat would it be like if i be a taekwondo instructor. Been looking quite forward to that actually previously. But then i realise actually to be a instructor, alot of effort and time has to be put in. Secondly, even if you had managed to become a instructor, ur income may nt be that stable. Sadly to say, singapore been a developed country doesnt seem to emphasis alot in sports.

Today also manage to saw a news regarding construction sites workers. Some construction companies are hiring those heavy crane operators and there are only like 20 interviewee. Well nt surprise anyway coz those so call heavy crane are quite limited in singapore, think only got about 6-7 the most. And their pay is super high, can go up to 8k. My father is a site supervisor and from small i been seeing alot of construction stuff etc... Even been to a construction site b4. Best part of all, until recently i just realise, it seems that i've been always quite interested in constructions and engineering stuff. I started to realise this when i was watching those discovery and ngc channel. Always when they are showing megastructures etc.. or tunnel digging, how to build those sky scrapers etc.. i will be definately watching it. Could it be my genes inside me that is similar to my father? I don't know.... That's y sometime back i do wonder, y i nv study building construction or engineering back in poly but rather go for information technology which in the end i think i nt even really interested, but just select for the sake of selecting.

My fren got jokingly tell me y nt i just go find a engineering job lol and learn from scratch. I told him they are crazy haha. It's nt possible seriously. Nowadays, everywhere also say cert. No cert no tok. Somemore even i go and study engineering, its kinda abit too late and waste $$ also. I'm nt young anymore, my plan is by 35 i can straight get a hse and move out of here. Been also wanted a quiet own place of my own. Now i just wan to save $$ get my cpf stable and when the time comes, shift out....

Guess now wat i really wanted is maybe be also a part time taekwondo instructor. Get a feel how is it like. Been always wanted to brush up my skills at home but hai~~~, no place no time. Always got ppl disturbed.. so sianz... Everytime go course see other people more pro then me, i see liao damn sian... Donno y i feel like i am so fan jian. Like to compare with other people then always wan to win other people....lol..

Time nt early le, going to be 11 liao, tmr got work.... tata...

2010-01-23T08:30:00.000-08:00

Damn hate this thing... Just wanna vent it out here...

FARKING HELL la, knn if you wan to watch ur farking thai show, then go repair ur room tv. Knn keep saying wat no money no money. Bloody knn go save ur money la. Everyday use ppl laptop you buay yao bai issit. Everytime see people when use finsih then quickly go rush over take and use.

If you don like here so much, then shift over with her la. Y stay here. Don wan to see u also. Everyday come disturb ppl peace.

Nt only that things use liao also donno how to put back. Oi u how old liao, 40+ liao hor, knn come out abit of self discipline can bo. Drink liao don wash, eat liao don wash. U think u wat, king ah. That time also, family go out, u also go take other ppl $$ go buy food. Oi u got work one hor, don come give this stupid excuse. Somemore take $$ then nv say, act blur, teh gong teh siao. Like to teh siao si bo, go die la, knn.

Got farking enough of you liao. NB feel like straight shift out sua sua. Stay here everyday see ur face also du lan. Watch tv also buay zhi dong, open so loud for fark, now is midnite liao leh. knn. Go out drive and die better la, stay here see ur farking face only make me more fed up

2010-01-22T19:15:00.000-08:00

1 week has passed and that's the end of my reservist... Actually kinda miss it haha. Gain alot of experience from it and also made quite a number of new frens :)

Must say the entire week was really really really slack. break break break all the way. Never in my army life got so much break ever lol. Practically is sit down there nothing to do, chatting away etc... If nt go canteen lol. Pasir Laba got 4 canteens and we went to all 4 liao lol. Some people say go back can save $$ but i feel our batch go there is spend $$.... and nt to mention gain alot of weight haha.

Well, during our last day, walk around with the new group of fren around pasir laba. Although i been to this camp previously during ns but never really get to know all the places as its quite big, especially now when sispec shifted over. Guess the only thing that i abit disappointed was never get to see my warrant officer whom i work with last time in 9 division. He was posted to sispec and sadly i lost his hp no. also, totally no way to contact him to catch up with him.

According to our CO, he say that we will be either coming back for hi key exercise during nov or next yr jan. Well, i ok with going back but i only hope we can go back as the same group. We had submitted the list of people names that we wish to come back as a group so it will be more fun. Hope they will put us together...

A few more hours i will be going for my coach course training. Today is 5-9. Then tmr is 2-9. 2 saturday n 2 sundays. Hope won't be too tired..... Practically i think until the end of jan i wont be resting much....

2010-01-19T02:49:00.000-08:00

2 days had passed since my ICT. well cyber warrior was my appointment in there.. Back in my army days, i did encounter this cyberwarrior thing. Basically is go there control the war game and monitor the results.

First time tried it back in the army days was actually a bad experience. Hated that system alot as its kinda stupid and take a long time to process. These 2 days had been playing with it AGAIN lol... But well, things is still the same haha. Yea kinda get used to it liao... The good point is got alot of breaks.. Coz basically u input all those action and the next thing u have to do is wait wait wait for it to execute... So yea alot of breaks in between.

Starting when go for this ict was kinda worry as i do nt know anyone inside. All my frens never kenna call up. Only me.... 1st day was kinda lonely infact but well, things apprantly got abit better, got to know a few guys. Was surprise actually that quite alot was erm ord like 2 yrs ago or a few mths only lol. N i was like ord for like 6 yrs lol... Lucky thing is still able to communicate with them haha if nt die.....

2010-01-17T03:49:00.000-08:00

Sunday liao..... Ever since started working, find that sat n sun pass so fast. How i wish i could work 4 days and off 3 days...Hai~~~~`

Tmr start 18-22, i will be at pasir laba camp for ICT... :( sian. Check with all my frens, only me go reservist nia... Those that same pes status as me one never kenna call up... N best part is, apprantly among all my own C9L3 group, i am only 1 kenna call up T.T"""""" Tmr need to wake up at 6am then leave hse at 6.30am liao.. Kao so freaking early... Ahhh, donno issit a good start for 2010 ma, since the starting day of 2010, i already wake up at 6+am liao... Hope this yr can be a good year...

Ytd nite was quite an interesting one :). Went arcade with EW gang but this time go there is nt catch bear bear lol. This time we go play jubeat n technika lol.... Reminds me of the old time i play para para at marina sq LOL... haha...

Well signing off, play facebook liao haha

2010-01-15T15:50:00.000-08:00

2 weeks since i started working at cmpb. Well first pay apprantly had came in. SAF style is quite diff. They will pay u in advance for that mth first unlike other company. But the bad thing will be if u leave, u will have to pay them back haha.

Well life goin to be super rush for me this mth. Coming week 18-22 goin for reservist at pasir laba camp.... then 2 sats n 2 suns, i will be going for my TKD ncap coach course... Damn rush week. Totally no rest, hopefully everything can go smoothly..

2009-12-28T00:32:00.001-08:00

Well, updated my new skin for my blog ^^ Been wanting to put a fallen angel theme but can't seem to find it anymore. Previously saw it at blogskin but went to search again, its gone T.T"""

Nvm, this one also nice hehe. Use this one ba ^^

2009-12-27T19:11:00.000-08:00

Been nv updating this blog for erm more than 1 mth liao... Time really fly very fast. Suddenly ending of december le. Previously been wanting to update here but everytime lazy and at the same time been siao on on facebook Castle Age game.

Nvm, now got time come give a quick update. Tehe..

For the pass 1 mth, really alot of things happen, some i guess also i forget liao. Or maybe should i say choose to forget those unhappy encounter ba...

Well, guess today i shall only put here things that are happy :)

Starting from last week christmas week. Been going out with EW gang almost every holiday lol starting from 24th.... to 26th lol...

24th went ECP camping and celebrate countdown for christmas. As expected actually, that day ecp got alot of people. Saw something that we won't get to see much in singapore and that is got people put kong ming deng. Was quite surprise infact coz normally only tawianese will believe in this. Nv saw it in SG before lol... Well, that group of people put a total of 3 lantern up into the sky.

25th well, went out with dear. Was kinda disappointed coz my plan fail... Initially wanted to buy dale soft toy as christmas present but i remember the wrong shop name. Damn it.... In the end the shop name was mickey and me. I thought was more than words T.T"" Went over to PS and go into more than words and cannot find the soft toy. Hai~~~~~ Then we went over to parkway coz was thinking of going over to ECP there to catch one bear for her. But go there sianz half, catch nothing T.T"""" My initial thinking was get the Dale bear and put the box of stars in the bear hand and then pass it over to dear one, but in the end my dream fail >.< After that we went home le as dear cannot go back too late....

At nite again went out with Candy they all and go marina sq.. Well, as usual went to the catch bear area and this time mange to catch one rela kuma ^^ Caught it using 17 bucks Tehe.. guess another more surprise thing is i saw my ex colleague over there working lol... What a coincidence.

Well, that's all for last week i guess. The rest are just normal life lol think put here also see liao sian lol...

Ahh today will be a busy day. Infact this week will be my last week holiday liao. 4th Jan starting work at cmpb lo.... Today need to go buy a non camera hp then go army market see got no.4 belt to buy ma and also do my no.4 name tag T.T"""" Then at nite go out KTV with Pamp, Ah Lin and Carol. Woho, long time never see them le. Can catch up with them liao.... Actually kinda miss all my ex colleagues. They are all fun people to work with man but too bad company sucks thus making alot of people leaving :(

Now time is 11.25am , got to go get ready liao...

OMG my blog template got prob.. NB need to redesign again T.T"""

2009-11-23T06:43:00.000-08:00

2 weeks never update the blog le.. So here i am now finally can update abit. Well, on and off do have some stuff happening here and there.

Guess the most memorable will be on 18th Nov where Candy and Tian Peng had their ROM. First of all congrats to them, wishing them all the happiness forever. :). Manage to get 2 videos of during the whole thing. 1 was the saying of vow and the other is the cutting of cake, finally posted the 2 videos on facebook also hehe...

Next, been waiting for my job application for 2 mths... CMPB still no reply. I had sent over 100+ application to other companies and job agency also, sadly not a single one called me. Well maybe only nt all la, job agency some do call, but direct company non call me. This is sad. Market is really bad... Sometime i do wonder is it that i really have to go back CS line again.... HR is really so hard to find a job. All wan min. 1 yr experience one. Damn sian, come on man, if you don let me gain experience, how the hell will i manage to get experience...

So what had i been doing at home?? Rotting... playing facebook Castle Age... Castle Age really reminds me of the old web base game, Archmage. i still remember i played Archmage back in my poly days with my classmates. We were so siao on, and since we were in IT course, everydahy we can use the sch coms and thus resulting almost 24/7 online lol.. Now i am having the same situation, fix infront of the computer screen looking at the Castle Age web page waiting for my turn to generate every 5 mins.... I would have to say this game is pretty addictive. The game play is very simple, well maybe its too simple thus it attracts me haha... And recently it attract me more coz they just include a new boss name "Sylvanas". Great, the name is the same as the Horde Forsaken Leader in World of Warcraft and to make things worst, Sylvanas in WoW was my fav character.. The Sylvanas in Castle Age was well definately different from the one in WoW. The only similiar between these 2 is that they are both elf haha... Ok below is the picture of her in Castle Age :) Btw, the picture is chio... haha..

Ok next.. somemore thing to add over here will be the other bear that i caught at ECP... Nowadays, i had not been catching much bears already. I had decided nt to catch too much as i had nt been working and if this carry on, i will be out of $$ soon hehe... So well, below is the bear that i caught.. Of course now is in someone else hand haha... That bear well apprantly to the tag it had behind is say it is from Super Mario. But no matter how i look, i still don remember Super Mario got this monster lol.

2009-11-11T20:57:00.000-08:00

2nd week of november liao.... Well as usual, raining season in the afternoon. Nice weather i like really but when the rain stop, its freaking hot back T.T""

Well, from last week till today, nothing much has happen. Sat as usual meet the EW gang and go out. This time round, we went to a bar "Cable Car" recommended by wenzhe. Hmm, have to say the tiger beer from there was nice. Its really different from those you buy from 7-11 or kopi tiam lol... It does make me change my view on Tiger lol... Well slack there till around 12? lol or 1am i also forget. Basically go there is to discuss also what to do on the coming saturday haha. How to sabo our Tian Peng Yuan Shuai bachelor night before wedding haha.... Final conclusion.... Haha after saturday then put up here.

Ok, recently at home also never play maple that much liao. Instead, found a few more games from facebook which is more nicer....

Home Inn

http://apps.facebook.com/myhomeinn/

-- You can earn $$ and decorate your room like what you want. Its nice decorating and there are so many furnitures to choose from hehe...

Castle Age

http://apps.facebook.com/castle_age/

-- Ok i must say i had move my WoW enthu over to this game. Haha since this game is all about mythical creatures etc.. Its fun, especially in the epic boss battle where you need 300 people to summon a spell and 100+ people need to attack this boss and down it within 7 days. Its kind of a cool concept really.

Well, lastly same family problems hovering on and off around me... Kinda trying to ignore and left ear in, right ear out liao... Sick and tired and don feel like post it here. All i can say is, it really changes as time pass by and won't be the same as last time already...

2009-11-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

Looks like now is the raining season. Everyday afternoon, the sky will turn grey and start to rain. Well, i do admit i like this kind of weather. Since i really really hate hot weather.... Not to mention hot weather if i go out i will get heat rash.... How i wish this kind of weather will carry on forever.....

Wednesday i had mention to you all those stuff and on that day you had reply me. I understand what you are facing. Guess sometime its really me putting too much pressure on both you and me. Yesterday you sent me an mms of that picture. I really like it alot. Although it is only a small picture but i feel that it is very sweet. Hope we can go through all these together.

Its been 2 months since i left AS, well been looking for job since then. Can say really not easy.. Understnad since now is near year end, people will just hold onto their job for bonus. Hai~~~ still waiting for CMPB to reply me whether they will hire me or not. Called them back yesterday and they told me they are still processing my documents and fastest 2 weeks time they will reply me. Took so long..... been 4 weeks since i went for the medical screening and 6 weeks for the first interview.....

Market is really bad now, especially the HR field... Everyone also want experience. Even 1 year experience also want... Sian no one want to hire me where got experience in HR... Sad case sia really....

2009-11-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

October is gone and November had come....

Really wish i can just leave this house, things were not like it used to be, family matters had gone worst. Wish quickly save enough $$ then i can leave this house and cut relationship with the rest of them and never bother about any of their matters. Matter is coming to worst until they might want to shift house and move to another place, sold the old house and split the money. Seriously, my family all along is not those rich kind, why would they want to act like those drama, people fighting for money and heritance all these..... What i hate also is that if i shift house, i will lost all my pri sch frens and those that stay near me. I bet the new house location will be near punggol or seng kang area. I really hate to shift house.....

Today on my way back bypass geylang, i saw something, Christmas Decoration. Come to think of it, christmas coming soon. Saw those bells and reindeer, snowman, all so nice. How i wish i can celebrate a meaningful christmas with you. But i guess all these are just dreams. You know, looking at the bells and reindeer just now, i really wish even though its a dream, i also hope that it will happen.

Today i know i been asking you alot of questions, those questions are kinda self fish i guess. Its not that i want to make you sad. But somehow i really kinda lost and donno how to proceed on. You say don't want to think about it but problem is what about the future. Maybe i came from a half broken family and i really sick and tired of understanding all these kind of family relationship, thus i can't understand what you are thinking.... But sometime i really think, to take care of your parent is a good thing but shouldn't you also think that you are not young anymore, you should be quite independent and not everything also rely on you parent anymore?

2009-10-31T06:49:00.000-07:00

Today is saturday... Seriously i am going to be bored to death liao... Donno where to go or do what. By right i thought today weather qutie good, can go out go ecp with my friend but last min hai~~ his meeting extend, cannot go le.... Been thinking whole day where to go but can't seem to find a place to go or do what... hai~~~ Bored to death liao....

To make things worst, today rain at 6pm when i ask another group going out. But due to this rain, everyone also sian to leave hse liao.... Well, got think before also ask my pri sch fren stay nearby one to come out and drink at our usual drinking spot near our house but thanks to the rain, that place is open air, now all wet.....

So in the end what i did whole day was watch ppstream..... Watch 7 episode of Sheng Diao Xia Lu staring Gu Tian Le and Li Ruo Peng. This is my fav version liao although alot of people still prefer the old one which is acted by Andy Lau...

Infact kinda surprise today i never play maple much.. Kinda sian of the leveling also. Level to 75 liao my priest but starting to feel sian le... Hai~~~ donno what to do.....

Well, tomorrow again guess rot at home ba. So sian no car, if i got car i guess i can go alot of places alone. Can go fishing, go west coast, go punggol..... Hai~~~ all those places i want to go alone need car...

2009-10-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

2 weeks have pass since the cmpb medical checkup... Still no news... Hopefully i can get an answer soon. That time during the medical checkup i ask them when will i get an answer, they told me 3-4 weeks. Next week i guess we shall know whether i am in or not ba...

Well, this few days got send application over but no reply lol... HR field really hard to find.. All wan experience one... No choice have to slowly find ba, market really bad. Anyway, Since now no job, don really want to go out also, trying to save $$ until i got a job...

So what had i been doing these few days... Not much, slack at home, pack here and there. Then well meet people as usual hehe... If not at home play maple lor lol....

Oh ya, today just happen to bump on a video on youtube ^^, Its Final Fantasy Versus XIII. Damn cool. Made by the team of Kingdom Hearts and Advent Children... Can't wait for the game to come out man... Well, below are a few pictures :)

The entire story basically is set in the future. FF13 consist of 4 different kind of story. FF13, FF versus 13, FF Agito 13 and one more... Forget name liao hehe... Of all i think i like this one the most, FF versus 13, release date is still TBC. But anyway i will wait, then will buy ps3 to play haha. This game is only exclusive for ps3 nia... LOL... Anyway, summary of storyline is that this time square enix is following Romeo & Juliet style in this story... Noctis is the so call Romeo where he is the prince of his country and he must guard the crystal which belongs to his country and prevent other nations from stealing it. Stella whom is from the opposing nation came over and wanted to steal the crystal but at the same time both of them like each other... Just like the original Romeo and Juliet where the couple were from opposing family and yet they like each other... Can't wait for it to release :)

Guess that's all for today.. Tmr going to see 2012 hehe... Must search for timing liao ....

2009-10-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

Time now is 11.14pm... Was freaking bored now.... and at the same time also abit of tired.. Well, afternoon went with frens to one place at erm consider north area? haha... Where i won't tell :p. Anyway, first time go there, was really a new experience. The only bad thing i guess is the stupid weather. These few days was super hot. Even at night, the weather was like OMFG, even with fan on, i can still sweat.

After that went over to bishan walk walk and well saw a new small area was been changed to a place to catch bear. So went over to try it out. At first saw one guy how he manage to catch one of the toy. Well, i tried to follow his method but apprantly its really luck cause 3rd try i manage to drag it up but it didn't fall into the hole. LOL that guy was lucky cause he also manage to drag up a few time, only once went into the hole. So anyway spent 4 dollars and get nothing haha... Have to try to save $$ and don catch too much toy liao. Job haven found yet and if spend like that $$ all sure gone.....

Well today is a short one cause nothing much to write also ba. Come back home play game watch ppstream slack....... till now....

2009-10-23T08:54:00.000-07:00

Well, basically to start off for today.. Today i nv do much.. Infact starting from afternoon i had been watching hk drama, 家好月圓. Coz since now scv is showing and its around the ending so well might as well just rush the last few episode from ppstream. Overall will say this show ending very fast and the storyline turn very fast, don't really understand certain part of the turning.

Actually today i am suppose to go training at night. Infact for the pass few friday, my coach had been asking me to join them for training on friday nite as her frens will be there and at the same time her frens can teach me more things since her frens are master of different martial arts. But i been feeling wired to go, donno why, just have that wired feeling. Guess i need some motivation...

Pass few days actually got happen some stuff. But guess it should be over for the time been. Had thought through also. Some things maybe is better not to be known. Knowing already will really bring more emotion thinking.

Well, tomorrow going out some place. Guess its a good start :) Let's enjoy tomorrow and forget everything..

2009-10-21T21:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went over to sim lim square to upgrade my netbook ram.. Well got it to 2gb at 67 bucks... Overall performance slightly better... But still will lag... Guess i too used to 4gb of ram last time.. Now with this abit buay ta han.... But i guess should be still ok la as time pass by...

Went Suntec also to try to catch that stupid piyo n monkey... Candy caught it and those 2 bears are really big... Sadly i can't seem to find a proper way to catch it.. Spent 7 bucks and can't even get the feel of how to catch it... So yup in the end i gave up.

Well, coming sunday is jeff bday. Going to river pearl to celebrate for him... Meanwhile, think have to think of some idea liao... Sabo time... Bday where can so easily let him go one lol....

Lastly....

PS: Love is something that you should not expect a return... But why am i expecting a return.... I been asking myself, But i just can't seem to find the answer...

2009-10-20T08:15:00.000-07:00

Ok, spend the whole morning to afternoon playing with javascript and CSS and Html to get out the floating pictures..... Well, the end result is on the right side :)

Guess now my next step is to modify those navigation info... Hmmm wondering what should i put there haha....

Anyway, today thought can upgrade my ram as my fren say got spare ram... In the end go try liao, ram speed diff, hai~~~ fix in le cannot run... Sian... Tmr have to go sim lim to buy liao... Really kinda sick of the 1GB of ram.. Can't do much things... Run one program nia, the other cannot run liao if not will lag.... Kinda miss those facebook game hehe...

Well, tonite can't slp too late, tmr morning need to go training.. Must brush up my skills liao also, past 2 weeks, the place was renovating and was quite messy. Hope tmr everything will be ok =p

Lastly........

Britney Spears - Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know

My friends say you're so into me
And that you need me desperately
They say you say we're so complete
But I need to hear it straight from you
If you want me to believe it's true
I've been waiting for so long it hurts
I wanna hear you say the words, please.

Chorus:
Don't, don't let me be the last to know
Don't hold back, just let it go
I need to hear you say
You need me all the way
Oh, if you love me so
Don't let me be the last to know

Ooh, ooh yeah baby
Your body language says so much
Yeah, I feel it in the way you touch
But 'til you say the words it's not enough
C'mon and tell me you're in love, please

Repeat Chorus

C'mon baby, C'mon darling, ooh yeah
C'mon, let me be the one
C'mon now, oh yeah I need to hear you say
You love me all the way
And I don't wanna wait another day
I wanna feel the way you feel
Oh, C'mon.

Repeat Chorus Two Times
Don't, just let me be the one
Don't hold back, just let it go
I need to hear you say
You need me all the way
So baby, if you love me
Don't let me be the last to know.

2009-10-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

Finally manage to get hold of a new template to use :) Now have to slowly edit those codes hehe.

Today actually wanted to do alot of things. Wanted to fax over my cpf form to cmpb, arrange my books, clothes etc.. throw away those old stuff but somehow things just doesn't seem to be working out fine.... So sian....

In the end i went over to simei get some stuff and at the same time got a black jean from ip zone. Finally get my black jeans which i had been looking it for so god damn long time.... I damn particular about the design and color haha that why took so long to find the correct one. Anyway its quite cheap haha $29 nia.

Bought this today at popular hehe. Make one for my dear and one for me. Its the crystal puzzle.

Well, guess today can't finsih those stuff no choice, tomorrow i have to start arrange those books and clothes liao.

林峰 - 爱不疚

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑后能全然退后你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然后就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背后去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

2009-10-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

Long time never blog le. Donno where is my previous blog go to also... Think it is back in sem 1 in sim i guess.... Well, anyway i shall start a new one ba... Hope i can erm update as much as i can... I still remember the previous one i got quite alot of trouble with the java script and in the end my blog turn out to be a blank page (=.=")

Guess now i am quite free since cmpb still have ask me go sign agreement letter yet... Medicial screening done liao but still have to wait for 2-3 weeks to confirm... Had been slacking for 1mth+ le, can start to feel i am quite sianz liao and sometime can start to anyhow think alot... Guess its really time for me to get a job and get back to my road.

This few days i also been thinking where can i go.. Rather then sit at home rot, might as well go out walk walk.. But sadly i can't think of where T.T"""". East area like go finish liao... Especially with the EW gang... Friday no place to go until we have to go sembawang lol... then go yishun dam slack... Haha.. Actually yishun dam was nt a bad place, can be a replacement for ECP since ECP is so freaking crowded, go yishun dam also can bbq....

Well, tht's all for nw i guess. Tmr need to start look for job on newspaper and internet then do my usual training... and hmm maybe go out walk walk bugis and suntec ba....

Oh ya since nw blog is open hehe guess i must get myself a template :p

time to search for template